Sunday, January 10, 2010
It's Cold and Snowy..No good Pictures to take.. I am Irriated.. and well it's Sunday.. I have housework.
One thing that I want to say today...
If you don't like the situation that you are in. Change it. If you don't like how you look. Change it.
Take the first step.
Theres a HUGE world out there.
Long roads waiting for your self discovery. Places to be seen.. People to meet. Trials and tribulations to overcome.
That is life.
A long winding journey of mistakes and trouble.
But when you get to that point, when you realize that maybe the road your on isn't the right one... YOU have to be willing to make the turn.
Not blame others for what you have choosen to be your life.
Hubs and I were talking at dinner the other night about our journey to Fairbanks and how we were still kinda on the fence as to weither it felt like home yet.
And he said something that made me love him a hundred times over.
Moving to Alaska was probably the most impulsive, dumbest, craziest, most out landish, over budget, ca-ca mammy thing we had ever done.
But it was our dream and we stepped out and took a leap.
We aren't sure if it's gonna work out. We aren't sure if we are gonna move on someday, but at least we did it and it's done.
But to those who chastise me for doing something like this and saying "Well you dont have kids.. " or "Well your not that close to your family" or "I'm just not as brave as you.."
Well that's the dumbest thing I have ever heard. Weither I had kids or not, we would have packed them up and done the exact same thing. I am horribly close to my mother and not having her with in a 2000 mile radius kills me.
And the brave thing? It had or has nothing to do with being brave. I am as chicken shit as most people out there and EVERYDAY I pray to keep my head on straight for one more day.
I didn't like what life had to give me where I was. So I changed it. I had a problem and I corrected it.
My life is my life. Your life is your life. If you aren't happy.. Then do the math and get on with it. Don't use me as a guide wire for your success. You are upset, change it.
Get out there and see what the world has to offer you. Trust in god to make that right decision. If it's wrong.. THEN ITS WRONG! Move on to something else.. try every shoe out there til you find the right pair.
But stop complaining.
I'm getting older just listening.
(Ok, sorry all I had to vent). Love you, happy sunday.
Posted by Rocksee at 8:58 PM