I am really beginning to see all my blessings each and everyday. But this week.. man god is just SO good to me. I realized this week that each day, somehow, god is putting my closer and closer to my goal of becoming an Alaskan. It's so funny how sometimes you see the big guy playing little tricks on you and how sometimes he is holding up a HUGE sign in front of your forehead screaming, "SEE LOOK WHAT I AM DOING FOR YOU!!" I don't take it for granted. I made sure to really count all the blessings I had this week!
He put together my boss, with people who live in Fairbanks who are in my career field. They exchanged info about me and are totally excited to hear from me on a job. I mean that can not be a fluke. That's some fate action right there.
He made me understand that I can not fix all of my family issues. I can not make everyone ok before I go. Somethings I do need to leave up to him. All I can do is make a good life for myself in AK and hope that I can help somehow, someday. But I can't make the decisions.
He made me start packing and organizing things this week, getting closer and closer to being packed up and gone. Anyone need a scooter? :)
He helped me not buy those amazing Uggs online and save that money for my passports. THAT WAS SO HARD!
He helped my friend Amy, who's family is on there way to Fairbanks from Iowa, get through car trouble and keep there baby's health in check!
He put me at peace with all the things that are left up in the air.
I don't have any idea how this is all play out. But I am ok with that. I am ready to be Alaskan.